Why isn’t “I’m too busy trying not to kill myself to come into work today” like a thing? Fuck this.
Anonymous asked: I think any sort of progress or victory you have is really amazing and inspiring, and I think you're absolutely beautiful.
This is very sweet, thank you <3
Anonymous asked: Have you deleted a lot from your blog?
After I left UCLA I deleted pictures of me from my lowest weight and I’ve sometimes almost posted “I’m going to kill myself” and goodbye letters but deleted them before posting them so…
Anonymous asked: the reason your talking about starting op is because you can't ever stick anything out so you need an excuse to quit your job.
In the heat of the fight I walked away ignoring words that you were saying trying to make me stay. I said this time I’ve had enough and you’ve called a hundred times but I’m not picking up. Cause I’m so mad I might tell you that it’s over. But if you look a little closer I said leave but all I really want is you to stand outside my window throwing pebbles screaming I’m in love with you.